The more I am alone, the less I enjoy or feel the need to be around other people. I think that I might be lonely a lot but that it has also become a comfort for me to know that I’m the only one around affecting any part of my life. Sometimes I feel like I’m really letting a lot of my aspirations just slip away because it’s easier and if things just don’t seem like they can be worked out, isn’t it easier just to shift your expectations? I should set the bar lower for myself and accept that I am becoming a wisp of a human being and that some day I’ll be able to quietly eat in corner booths by myself and no one will notice. If no one remembers you, you didn’t exist at all.
What’s scary is sometimes this is